Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Easy and relax life is almost at its end.

A life full with commitment and responsibility starts soon.

These 3 years have been real fun. It's a huge step to take resigning from the working world, and to enter a world that I feel I don't belong. But in the end, it appears to be a wise step. I have no regrets at all. Getting to know friends that we can really hang out with, talk rubbish for hours at the mamak stall and still doesn't seemed like we had enough, I believe that the time spent here at Setapak is the most wonderful time ever.

Studies is studies, that 3 years for me is like.. whatever action I take, it is for me only to bear. I will not drag anyone into my problem, or to affect anybody with the consequences of any action I take. If I'm playful, bad results is for me to bear. If I spend money like nobody business, I would have to find a few more part time jobs. In the end, it's all about me.

Now.. I would have to plan every step that I'm bound to take. It feels like, if I took the wrong step, the consequences would be too much for me to bear. So do I really want to take this step? Going to UK is something I want, but is it something I really need? Guess this questions have been running around the minds of many more classmates who will be graduating soon.

But I've decided. Want to know if I'm going to UK? Look out for me at the airport. If you don't see me, then it's a goodbye.

To classmates who have decided to work/ further studies, I hope this quote may inspire you, or maybe motivate you a little bit, I know I am.

Making a true decision means committing to achieving a result,
and then cutting yourself off from any other possibility.
by Anthony Robbins from Awaken the Giant Within

Well, blog post ends here. Am already rushing like mad for assignments and thesis. Am so so so glad this is the last semester!!! But it crushes me whenever I think about leaving people here. I really tak sampai hati leaving you all.. *Yes, you! Of course you la! I'll definitely be missin' you!!! *


,, Quin Rinn♥ said...

nawww..we'll miss you too:,(!!when are u going??