Thursday, May 14, 2009

Fed up of people who can't talk properly and just shout to another like nobody business!!!

Why people can be courteous to a stranger and so blardey rude to their own family member?!!

LIFE SUCKS!!! DAMN IT!!! I HATE IT HERE!!! Life is the suckest when you have no people to talk to, especially when you have a big family but none you can truly talk to!!!

This part of my life now is suckiest!!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Many things I wanted to say.. but it's so hard to put in words how I feel.. and kinda lazy to type it all out.

All I know is ever since my plan to UK has been put off last minute, many other things are not running smoothly too! All single plan I drafted for myself has been sabotaged! I wonder if the whole year 2009 gonna be like this?!!

Time passes me by without realizing it, and what I know is.. I'm afraid and lazy to start work. I need more time to re-schedule my things. At the meantime, I wanna spend time having fun.. Going out with friends.. Take some fresh air in a park.. Try some yummy food.. Can I laze around for a few more months..???

So many problems.. did many stupid mistakes.. having dilemmas every single day.. Just so downnnnnn~ Filled with negative energy all around me.. I need to get away!!!!!!!!!