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Being MIA for quite some time now. Most of the time, problems seems too complicated to be written and explained. Emotion conquer rational thinking, and words just don't come smoothly when I tried to type it all out. All I wanted to type are "f*ck, sh*t, d*mn", which will definitely be a start of a very unhealthy blog here. Haha..

I think I've been officially jobless for 2 months now. It took me weeks to get over the fact that I won't be able to finish my Degree, another few more weeks applying for whatever job that comes along, and a week or two to decide my path of career. Well, I would say I won't be joining the Advertising field afterall. The major thing to consider now is how much I would get as a fresh grad in this field vs how much I would be paid for with my 5yrs experience in Customer Service. Well, call me short sighted, but I really do made a clear and precise list of pros n cons of both sides. My age, the financial need, fields that my mum prohibited me to enter etc, guess this is the best decision i can make now.

Am still looking for jobs, and currently placing the biggest bet at CSC, a company Barry worked with previously.

Family issues, well, still there, and can never be solved.

Relationships, hmmm.. spending alot of time with friends and stuff, like it and love it.

Nothing much to be said.. except that.. I'm trying to make the best out of everything given to me now. And making a big effort myself. I am very very very fed up and bored of just sitting there regretting over stuff, complaining, blaming on others etc and doing nothing for myself.

I am glad I helped myself alot recently. Things will get better if I want it to be! No more self pity!

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Nice quotes to think about and to act upon!

1. Life isn't fair, but, it is still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it..

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11... Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger..

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift

Many of the above quotes may be hard to 'digest' when we are down with problems or filled negative energy, but at least coming to think about it making sense, it will somehow leads you to think positively. It works for me.. :)

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