Tuesday, April 14, 2009

About Perfectionism(courtesy of http://discoveryhealth.queendom.com/)Perfectionism can be a healthy quality that drives a person to try his/her best and to make the effort to excel. Some people, however, take the strive for perfection too far...and there is a price to pay. Extreme perfectionists are forever dissatisfied; they can never fulfill their own expectations so, in their own eyes, they are always failures. Chronic perfectionism is driven by deep-seated feelings of inferiority and self-hate,...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

I finally took the decision I'm forced to make.. there's no turning point.. but there's deferment though.. not sure if I'm gonna make it next year.. but it's worth a try.. (if I manage to raise enough money by myself).. The decision really isn't that hard to make. Simply because "no money, no talk" policy, there are no way that I can insist in going. I never saw this coming.. The deposit I paid, weeks of dreadful article reading, stationeries and other stuff I bought to prepare myself to UK.....

Friday, April 3, 2009

There are 2 sides of me, now whispering to my ears. The angel, and the devil.http://joycelifebits.blogspot.com/2008/10/3-weeks-of-fun.htmlSorry Joyce that I spent the money that I should be saving, in going to Genting and Bangkok. The 'excuses' I gave to myself is that I need some quality time with good friends after a stressful semester and tough exam papers. And the very last time I go travelling was during my time in Star Cruises.You know this is bullshit right, Joyce? You don't need quality...