Wednesday, September 3, 2014


Saturday, July 5, 2014


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Individuals photos obtained online |
No cooking needed.
Just put the oats with liquid into the refrigerator.
These toppings can be mixed together with the oats and liquid,
or to be inserted the next day before consumption.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014


I've heard people complain that when they reach certain age, their weight hike up like nobody business!
Being 31 this year, I never expected that it would happen to me.
I can't find enough courage to step on the weighing scale, but the weight gain is pretty obvious from photos taken of me, and how certain clothing doesn't fit nicely anymore, and yeah, when people hit me with real honest comments like "Eh.. u gain weight ady leh...!!!".
Being a petite lady with not more than 45kg of body weight all my life, I can't imagine myself being FAT! It would be like a disaster... end of the world!
I woke up from my nap after having nightmares being at 54kg, and I rushed to my wardrobe looking for my dive suit, thinking, worrying "WILL THIS STILL FIT ME?!!" Ahhh.... f*ck if it wouldn't.
Resolution is out, but why is it so darn hard to lose an inch?!!
Thursday, June 27, 2013


Thursday, December 13, 2012


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Lexie and Queen Queen (Kenny's schnauzer - the one that bit me) |
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Was craving for Big Breakfast at Marmalade Bangsar, but it's too far. Dome @ Subang Parade |
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Angel invited me for Kenny's birthday dinner. Such warm and wonderful Yap family.. :) |
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Kenny's Birthday Dinner @ Grand Imperial Restaurant |
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Kenny's Birthday Dinner @ Grand Imperial Restaurant |
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I love Christmas!!!! I really really doooo!!! Christmas shopping @ Paradigm Mall |
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Hey I found your nut!!! Meeting the Ice Age @ Paradigm Mall |
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It's freezing cold... NOT! Uniqlo @ Paradigm Mall |
(obviously he's using Russell Peters indian accent in this!)
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Vince went to Korea and this is the only photo he Whatsapp me! Not fair!!! :( |
There's alot of good movies in the cinema recently.
Didn't get to watch all of it.
Always missed the showtime and ended up watching cartoon.
Wreck It Ralph was unexpectedly good!
Beginning, climax, ending = it all blended well.
I guess Rachel, Fei darl and I enjoyed it.
Vince fell asleep.
SWT >.<"'
It's Alicia's birthday today!
But it's not advisable to get near to her now when I'm down with flu.
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Looking pale and squatting beside the photocopier is definitely not gonna bring up the color in me. Gotta admit that this is one unattractive e-bday card! |
Wednesday, September 26, 2012


Don't know what happened but I think that I may have throw up too often.
Curl myself like a ball on the bed and fell asleep with the pain.
Woke up an hour later n drag myself to dinner.
Am tired of myself in this condition n looking like a ghost on the mirror!!!
Bad bad tummy!!!
When everyone is commenting that I look pale, I think this photo shows that I'm not that bad...
Maybe they are just exaggerating larhh..
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Monday, September 24, 2012


But today it came back and I vomited twice after lunch!
I want back my body figure!
The curve, the shape, the asset n everything!
Don't want to appear scarily thin to my parents.. haha!
They've got too much of me to be worried about..
I want to appear as OKAY as possible to them..
Even the simpliest thing... to SMILE... :)
Friday, July 20, 2012


Being sick is depressing.
Flu, diarrhea, migraine n vomiting.
Wish it could stop.
Almost 2am and I'm wide awake.
Awake from the bitterness of the medicine I just took n vomited.
Awake from the depression I'm having.
Life being sick is such a bitch! (realized that this word is not in my Galaxy S2 dictionary coz it's friggin rude but still I have to manually add it in coz I'll use it alot)
Tuesday, December 13, 2011


Guess I was busy... busy falling sick!!!
Hell yeah I was having all sorts of sickness. From gastric to sorethroat and fever that continues for 4-days, then was having nausea and vomiting. Feeling dizzy for the rest of the week and ended up with 2.5days of MC because I went to the office in the morning with my SUPERHERO mode, and felt like a loser when fever strikes then gave up and went back home to doze off like a pig.
And look at the bruises I got from an unsuccessful attempt of blood test. Doctor could not get any blood from the vein on my right wrist, and it ended up with bruises.

Look at my right wrist with the green patch. That was 4 days after the blood test.

And this is what happened 6 days after the blood test.
Seriously, I kinda doubt the doctor's profession and capability. First, she prescribed me 6 antibiotic per day, which is not useful at all as I continue to have sore throat and fever for 3-days after taking her med.
I brought the antibiotics to a new doctor who have no clue what the previous doctor prescribed me, and was UTTERLY SHOCKED to know what I had 12 antibiotics in 2 days time! And finally found out that the antibiotic is sulfur based and somehow not effective to cure me! WTF*CK!!!!
And next, she cause me this bruises that lasted for a week now!
I'm having phobia of blood taking already. It ended up badly everytime! When will I finally find a doctor who are capable to do a proper blood test on me??!!!
Am so not going back to that doc!!!!
After having so many days of fever and other sickness, my eyes was so pain that I was walking and working with my eyes half opened! Did some reading online and encountered some people having the same problem too. And we are specially sensitive to lights during that time. It was probably due to the prolonged fever. But I immediately felt relieved after using cucumber slices to cover my eyes and rest it for a few minutes. Worked like a miracle!
I have so much to share.. but till I have the mood and energy to blog again, ADIOS! :)
Monday, November 21, 2011


It was actually Kenny's pet dog (a mixed schnauzer) who gave me that love bite.
I was petting her head with her standing on her feet. Then out of a sudden she just bite my thigh and ran directly to her cage! I grabbed a rattan and hit her twice on her butt! Gave her hell of a scolding too!
Guess she has too much unused energy in her! Gotta get Barry to walk her more often to loose some of that energy, or give her some toy / bone to bite instead of biting people!
Well this experience will not make me afraid or change my mind about having a pet dog. It will just make me more interested to know more about dogs and their behavior.
But I'm definitely not going to get near this stupid dog anymore! Look at what she got me into. Bad looking thigh and gotta take two big strips of antibiotic from a pharmacy! Am lucky the bite wasn't deep and there wasn't any infection (I guess so).


Friday, September 30, 2011


Can't talk cause I lost my voice
Can't sleep cause am having a stuffy nose
Can't smell or taste all the delicious meal I had
Surprisingly whole head pain because of the flu
Gulp down half bottle of cough syrup coz I want to recover so badly
Heading to bed coz being sick is so freaking tiring
Self-pity mode ON
Cheerful mode OFF
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Monday, September 5, 2011


Moment ago I was like... "Did I eat / drink this much???" because I kept waiting for myself to finish vomiting but I couldn't!!!

Just like the above photo, that was how much I vomited, but I puked 10 over times till I finally finish it. Possessed by a "puking demon"??? Next exorcist???
I actually ate very little today.. with no lunch. And am very puzzled thinking where does all the food / liquid comes from! I practically filled up 3/4 of the toilet bowl with my puke!!!!! (yucks???)
Hmmm... Am alright now after emptied my stomach. Has got stomachache which is normal as it happens everytime I vomited.
Haaaihhhh... feeling like shit. Emo-lahhhh.... (could still see some leftover food on the floor trap) // Heheheee....
Wednesday, August 18, 2010


I was so tempted by the sight of durian stalls stretching along the road at Balu Belah. If I were to follow my heart and wallop the deliciously looking durians, I would be dead right now.
This poor little kitten was on MC yesterday. It all started with a very bad sorethroat. Then I started to cough and vomit. Diagnosis by the doctor ended with a calling "YOU ARE AN ALLERGY GIRL". Well I guess it's true cause my whole body itches and it has got scar now.. due to allergy, but to what, is still not determined. Doctor said it might be due to dust, as my throat, ear and nose is red.
The 5 minutes check up, 25 minutes of chat between mum and the doctor and antibiotic for 5 days consumption, came out a total bill of RM52. I guess she probably charged for the chatting session with mum. It cost alot to pretend interested while dragging herself over the boredom of chatting with an old lady. So yeah, understood.
Durian durian.. I'll come to you soon!!! I will never be allergic to you my dear fruit king!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010


For one, the ECG is just so uncomfortable as I would have to strip in front of a nurse and lay down straight, exposing my assets facing up!!! Then she put some sort of sticky gel around my bre*ast, and the gel helps to stick those equipment that looked like a ping pong ball with wiring over it, and on both my hands and legs. It take just a moment to get my body diagnosed, but it felt so damn long cause I'm so uncomfortable being naked with a stranger! I think the results could be kind of bias, as my heartbeat is faster than usual.
X-ray and urine test is as per normal. The doctor took my blood pressure and said "Hundred over sixty. Low blood pressure". No surprise for me, as my pressure has gone as low as 80/60 before!
Blood test is somehow painfully unexpected! The previous blood test I took, left me with blue black for almost 3 weeks! Chew E.T said it is because the clinic has got a very lousy nurse. In fact, it was the doctor who did the blood test for me. So this time, I specifically told the doctor about my previous experience with another clinic, hoping that he would be a pro to not give me a blue black for another 3 weeks. I also added a little note about being an anemic, so that he may show my some mercy for not taking so much blood from me. Well, I'm one funny patient. :P
After his assurance, I thought I wouldn't feel a pinch and it will be done in a sec!!! Mana tau... It takes him forever to extract enough blood from my vein! I turned to look away from my arm, I was waiting for him to say "done", but all I got is this painful pinch, and I can FEEL MY BLOOD FLOWING.. then STOP.. then FLOW again.. then STOP!! This continues for several times.. and finally he said "DONE". Knowing that it takes so damn long to extract my blood, he said "Your blood is flowing so slowly.. I think you don't have enough blood.. eat more chicken liver".
I was like "WTF.. I did told you that I have anemia right?!!" (No.. I didn't say this out loud to him)
Now that I'm back home, I still couldn't straighten up my arm! I think I'm wounded from the battle of my blood and veins vs the doctor with a syringe!
Monday, July 21, 2008


A for Anemia
- It is when red blood cell count is lesser than normal, in my case simply means lack of blood. And I have very low blood pressure and low sugar level. If anyone see me almost fainting, please sumbat a sweet inside my mouth. This will make my sugar level raise abit.
B for Bronchitis / Breathing problem
- It is a lung disease, luckily mine is not serious at all. Doctor called it mild bronchitis since it is more to breathing problem. I only have breathing difficulty once awhile and is usually when it comes to be near to smoking environment, I just felt like my lung are closed and I'm gasping hard for air. So I can't be anywhere near clubbing places, or people who are smoking. Another thing that cause problem in breathing - when I cry. I couldn't breathe at all if I cry until very gao lat. Feel like dying.. I usually hold on to Vince and start calming down myself to catch some air.
C for Contact dermatitis
- This is a skin allergy and it is caused by direct contact with household cleaners, dish detergents and soaps - that is why I cannot wash any clothes and dishes, and I can only use certain type of soaps. Otherwise, my skin will start to itch, crack and bleed!!!
D for Depression
- Depression is an illness that causes a person to feel sad and hopeless most of the time. And it runs in the family. I felt sad about small little things, not that I want to, but I just do. So I think about alot of things, I get sad easily, and I cry even more easily. The word 'ham pao' suits me! I'm depressed, not crazy. But I'm feeling better now, by doing things I like to distract myself.
E for Eczema
- Another type of skin allergy that I have. Eczema is an inflammation of skin that causes redness, itching and dryness, crusting, flaking, blistering, cracking, oozing, or bleeding. Ouch!!! Scary uh? Can imagine my whole body full of red patches and rashes. Yeeee...
F for F...
- For now.. I couldn't find anything wrong with me that starts with F....
G for Gastric
- Everyone understand what this means. So I cannot tahan lapar, otherwise my whole stomach will cramp and I'll burst out crying!!!
H for Headache
- What else? The pain in the head! For me, it caused by hotness (yea I'm hot!), tension and migraine.
I for Insomia
- Couldn't sleep. Sometimes think too much during bed time. Amazingly, I can do maths when I'm 'asleep'!!! And it's accurate!!! Hell yeah... I can think pretty rational when I'm sleeping. My brain kept working and working, turning and turning, and when I woke up in the morning, I felt like I didn't sleep at all. Never had a good nite sleep before.. wonder how to?
... Vince reminded me that I have a disease starting with F.
Harsh, but true.
I'm 'F**king lazy'!!!
So there.. I present you my new definition of A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H and I~
It made me look so problematic, so weak.. so.. iiisssshhhh...
I'm having 2 midterm papers for tomorrow and yet I'm sitting infront of my PC blogging about ABC?!! No mood to study. No mood to do assignment. Can I just laze around till exam time?
I'm so dead for tomorrow's paper. Why? Again because I'm f**king lazy!!! Only attended 2 Moral lecture so far (1st lecture class and second time is during 1st mid-term). As for Corporate Comm, I attended only 3 lecture class so far. And always ended up staring at the lecturer (because he talk so loud!) with my mind wandering around - sometimes thinking about brand names..
Brand name is a famous game in lecture hall, initiated by Vince and Robin. Our active participants/ challengers are Raymond, Chun Min and Mei Kun. So I have no idea at all what is being taught in Moral and Corp Comm classes!!! So dead... like ba kua.. dead meat!!!
Life full with assignments and midterms is so sieeennnnn.... ahhhhh...
Wednesday, May 28, 2008


I've bought honey and cinnamon powder yesterday, tried a cup, taste OK. Don't know if I should continue. I'm not overweight or anything. In fact, I just qualified myself for the weight required for donating blood! Just that many commented that I put on weight and I looked 'nicer' (ya rite...). I wana lose that extra pounds. Exercise is not my thing at all. So I might as well try this.. despite the risk of becoming more "prosperous".
For those interested, may try this:-
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1) Boil 1 cup of water with 1 teaspoon of cinnamon powder
2) Let it cool down for 30 minutes and then add in 1 tablespoon of honey
3) Filter it and divide it into 2 cups
4) Half cup to be taken 1/2hr before breakfast in the morning (empty stomach) and another half cup to be taken 1 1/2hr before sleeping at night
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Also heard that honey + lemon is good for skin. Might be good for my skin allergies too. The dust in my 4mths unoccupied room at Setapak makes my whole body itch! I got so irritated that I cry just because I can't stop scratching myself! All those Brenovate, Dermovate, Forban, whatever cream I use is useless! What works for others, obviously doesn't work on me! Am giving up hope in recovery. Was hoping that this natural remedy can at least minimize the itch. This honey lemon drink should be taken in the morning, empty stomach. Am just afraid that lemon is bad for my gastric.