One to remember...

Women have been classified as one of the most complicated creature in the world.

Me - being a women, is no exception in this.

In the already-complicated world of love relationship between couple, plus women being so complicated, how could love ever be simple as loving, compromising, giving, and taking?

Sigh I don't know what I want to blog, really.

Just wish to express one of the saddest moment in my life. And try to think positively that good things may come out from it.

A teller told me that by end of the year 2012, I would be able to decide my path, especially in love relationship. And in year 2013, it is predicted that I may get married!

Am excited of course. But why would I be when I'm already single?

Love always and forever, just for you dear...

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20 Way To Get Good Karma

Found a good article posted by ET on FB.

20 Ways To Get Good Karma - by the Dalai Lama

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three R’s:
- Respect for self,
- Respect for others and
- Responsibility for all your actions.

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and
think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

19. If you want others to be happy, practice compassion.

20. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.

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Bidding 2011 goodbye

Oh dear... I've not been blogging for a month!

Felt like my surrounding and health issues have drained out my energy completely. Feeling so tired, moody and out of patience.

Well, this year is coming to an end, and a new year is approaching in the next few days!

It made me think what my 2011 resolution was, and if I managed to achieve it. But I don't think I remember the exact resolution, might be just the gist of it. And no, I'm not even near to my resolution!

But 2011 indeed is a good year and kind year to me. There may be things that does not go as smooth as I planned, but sometimes it turned out to better than I have expected!

Looking for a more productive year ahead. Keeping a positive thoughts will produce more positive outcome. And I need to start taking matter into my own hands. I have the confidence to do well.

One quote to end this post with... "Remember, just as we choose and judge others, others are judging us too".

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c2pid doc!

Ouch! Can't believe it is approaching the mid month of December and I have not blogged about anything!

Guess I was busy... busy falling sick!!!

Hell yeah I was having all sorts of sickness. From gastric to sorethroat and fever that continues for 4-days, then was having nausea and vomiting. Feeling dizzy for the rest of the week and ended up with 2.5days of MC because I went to the office in the morning with my SUPERHERO mode, and felt like a loser when fever strikes then gave up and went back home to doze off like a pig.

And look at the bruises I got from an unsuccessful attempt of blood test. Doctor could not get any blood from the vein on my right wrist, and it ended up with bruises.


Look at my right wrist with the green patch. That was 4 days after the blood test.



And this is what happened 6 days after the blood test.


Seriously, I kinda doubt the doctor's profession and capability. First, she prescribed me 6 antibiotic per day, which is not useful at all as I continue to have sore throat and fever for 3-days after taking her med.

I brought the antibiotics to a new doctor who have no clue what the previous doctor prescribed me, and was UTTERLY SHOCKED to know what I had 12 antibiotics in 2 days time! And finally found out that the antibiotic is sulfur based and somehow not effective to cure me! WTF*CK!!!!

And next, she cause me this bruises that lasted for a week now!

I'm having phobia of blood taking already. It ended up badly everytime! When will I finally find a doctor who are capable to do a proper blood test on me??!!!

Am so not going back to that doc!!!!

After having so many days of fever and other sickness, my eyes was so pain that I was walking and working with my eyes half opened! Did some reading online and encountered some people having the same problem too. And we are specially sensitive to lights during that time. It was probably due to the prolonged fever. But I immediately felt relieved after using cucumber slices to cover my eyes and rest it for a few minutes. Worked like a miracle!

I have so much to share.. but till I have the mood and energy to blog again, ADIOS! :)

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Moviefrenzzzyyy!

What's the best movie have you watched recently?

Share with me coz I'm definitely gonna download it (wooppss.. sorry for not supporting ori).

The most recent movie I watched is Real Steel staring Hugh Jackman. Love this guy ever since X-Men where he acted as Wolverine! Grrrr!!!!



Back to Real Steel, I believe everyone should watch it, at least once! I have seen it twice! And still looking for seeders to download a watchable version.

This movie contains every aspect of a good movie ; action, comedy, love, romance, and science fiction! We had a great laugh, and we too enjoyed all the action aspect of it!



And I really love the scene where Atom fight Zeus with Hugh Jackman shadow boxing against Zeus!!! That is the climax of the entire movie!!! But the only version I can find is cam version from YouTube. Not bad though...




Aside from Real Steel, I watched RED 2010 (Retired, Extremely Dangerous). This is also one of the movie that contains alot of action and humor aspect at the same time.



One of the scene that made me laugh my socks off is this! Muahahaaaa.... "old man my ass!!!"




Looking forward to more movies such as these... gettin' moviefrenzzyyy!!!

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Dog bite!

Got bitten by a mad dog! Freaking siao kao! Anjing gilerrrr!!! $/)/@::!!!!! .... Just calling her that coz I'm mad of her.

It was actually Kenny's pet dog (a mixed schnauzer) who gave me that love bite.

I was petting her head with her standing on her feet. Then out of a sudden she just bite my thigh and ran directly to her cage! I grabbed a rattan and hit her twice on her butt! Gave her hell of a scolding too!

Guess she has too much unused energy in her! Gotta get Barry to walk her more often to loose some of that energy, or give her some toy / bone to bite instead of biting people!

Well this experience will not make me afraid or change my mind about having a pet dog. It will just make me more interested to know more about dogs and their behavior.

But I'm definitely not going to get near this stupid dog anymore! Look at what she got me into. Bad looking thigh and gotta take two big strips of antibiotic from a pharmacy! Am lucky the bite wasn't deep and there wasn't any infection (I guess so).

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more of Joyce!

One year older and a few more wrinkles to be counted.
Each lines represents the stress and responsibility that comes with the age.
Gotta admit it, and take it like a woman!

.... not a girl, not yet a woman? Can't sing that song anymore...

Sharing some photos I've taken recently. Nice to remember when I'm blogging about my 38th birthday in the next ten years! :)





Happy 28th to myself... (sobbing away)

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Too many plans... too little time!

Task!

To send some of my clothing to the tailor for alteration! ... and to give away clothing that are beyond alteration. Imagine how to turn S to L size?!!

To bring all my accessories for a wash to make it bling bling again! ... and to get new bling that pop my eyes out! WAAAA @. @

To send shoes to the cobbler! ... and to throw away unwanted shoes. "You've brought me to miles and miles of rough road.. but it's time to say goodbye".

When will I have the time to do all these?

Did you see those Western movie where rich people have their own chauffeur, maid, nanny, cook, and even tailor under the same roof?!!! Can I have one of those life?!!

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Hint?

Reminder!

The wish list I have posted previously is not a form of hint for my birthday present.

I do not have any intention to hint anyone about my birthday gift. That wish list is a form of target for me to achieve certain things myself that brings me self satisfaction.

Some people said just by thinking, it is not enough to push one self. By writing it out and declaring it, you will give yourself pressure to make it happen! If it doesn't, then malu-lahhhh.... So I will fulfill my own wish list, it is just a matter of time. :)

So my dear reader... please do not buy me anything from my wish list thinking it is a hint for my birthday present, BECAUSE IT IS NOT!! :)

It merely serve as a reminder and motivation for me to buy it myself as YEAR END BONUS IS COMING!!! Haaaaapiiieeee!!! ;)

And if you are thoughtful enough to buy me a birthday present, please be creative and think out of the list! Do not spoil my self-motivational plan! Hahahahaaa~

K thx bye! ;)

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JOY 1118

Few months back when I was at Malacca with the gang, Alicia said "Ehh.. the car number plate starts with 'M', which state is it from?". All of us burst out laughing and told her "We're in Malacca!!!" and she laughed out of silliness. :P

And so I was asking about Kelantan, Kedah, Negeri Sembilan.... and the list goes on....

Few weeks later I had an idea about having a Johor number plate as my name starts from 'J'. Thinking if JOY is out in the car registration. And prolly get my birth date 1118.

Bet it would look nice eh.... I'll create my own number plate, put it on dad's trishaw and claim the trishaw mine!




Having never ending crazy thoughts in my mind...

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